Wednesday, October 15, 2008

breaking the fast...breakfast?

Hey!

Oh it has been so long!

I have finished my two week fast and it's been pretty good. It has been a really good time to be able to just chill out with God. I've been digging into my bible which has been wonderful, and spending time just listening.

Over the past few weeks God has been challenging me to let go of everything, and let Him have my life. As usual this is a struggle for me because I like to have control. But God has really been stressing that it's not enough for me to give Him most of my life, He wants it all. I tend to do this thing where I tell God He can have something but I like to hold on to the very edge of it, I can never seem to give it up completely. Well God has been really dealing with me on this and really convicting me of areas of my life that I'm still trying to hold onto the edge of.

It's been hard but I'm really working on it.

I want my life to be used for Gods purpose and only that. The desire of my heart is to be exactly where God wants me to be, no where else. All my own plans and desires will never satisfy me if they don't match up with God's plans and desires for my life.

So that is where I am at right now.
Please pray for me as I seek God and His plans for my life.

Peace

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